missing you alot today.
thinking of what might have been.
angry a little, at the doctors for not not being sure, for delaying.
i know i shouldn't feel this way now.
but i do. angry. a little. but still am.
I miss you alot today.

love you ah ma

your green cardigan

the quilt you sewn for us

your delicious food

your gentle heart

the pat of your hand that puts me to sleep

sleeping next to you

your lipton tea my green tea

a wrapper of the sweet you searched high and low

for me the day before you left.

the necklace you wore on your wedding day

i will wear as i walk down the aisle